Laura Trentham, the author of The Military Wife, is back with an emotionally charged novel about redemption and second chances. In the vein of Josie Silverβs One Day in December, AN EVERYDAY HEROΒ explores the challenges of a relationship and ultimately discovering that loveβ¦and joy is worth fighting for.Β
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Heart of a Hero series
by Laura Trentham
Blurb:
At thirty, Greer Hadley never expected to be forced home to Madison, Tennessee with her life and dreams of being a songwriter up in flames. To make matters worse, a series of bad decisions and even crappier luck lands her community service hours at a nonprofit organization that aids veterans and their families. Greer cannot fathom how sheβs supposed to use music to help anyone deal with their trauma and loss when the one thing that brought her joy has failed her.
Then there’s Emmett Lawson, the golden boy who followed his familyβs legacy. Greer shows up one day with his old guitar, and meets Emmettβs rage head on with her stubbornness. A dire situation pushes these two into a team to save a young teenager, but maybe they will save themselves too. . .Β
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Excerpt:
Chapter 1
βDisorderly conduct. Public intoxication. Resisting arrest.β Judge Duckett put down the paper, linked his hands, and stared over his reading glasses from his perch behind the bench with a combination of exasperation and fatherly disapproval.
Greer Hadley shifted in her sensible heels and smoothed the skirt of the light pink suit sheβd borrowed from her mama for the occasion. βIβll give you the first two, Uncle Billββ The judge cleared his throat and narrowed his eyes. βExcuse meβJudge Duckettβbut I did not resist arrest.β
βThat you recall.β Deputy Wayne Peeler drawled the words out in the most sarcastic, unprofessional manner possible.
She fisted her hands and took a deep breath. The impulse to punch Wayne in the face simmered below the surface like a volcano no longer at rest. But ten oβclock on a Monday morning during her arraignment was not the smartest time to lose her temper, and sheβd promised herself not to add to her string of bad decisions.
She sweetened her voice and bared her teeth at Wayne in the facsimile of a smile. βI recall plenty, thank you very much.β
Truth was she didnβt recall the minute details, but the shock of Wayneβs whispered offer on Saturday night to make her troubles go away for a price had done more to sober her up than the couple of hours spent in lockup waiting for her parents.
Dressed in his tan uniform, Wayne adjusted his heavy gun belt so often she imagined he got off every night by rubbing his gun. Giving him a badge had only empowered the part of him desperate for respect and approval. His nickname in high school, βthe Weasel,β had been well earned.
Unfortunately, she was the unreliable narrator of her life at the moment and no one would trust her recollections. Judge Duckett, her uncle Bill by marriage until he and her aunt Tonya had divorced, rustled papers from his desk.
The ethics of her former uncle acting as her judge were questionable, especially considering they had remained close even after heβd remarried, but if nepotism is what it took to make this nightmare go away, then she wouldnβt be the one to lodge a complaint.
βA witness claimed you were sitting quietly at the end of the bar until a song played on the jukebox. What was the song?β Her uncle glanced at her over his glasses again, which made him look like a stern teacher.
ββBefore He Cheatsβ by Carrie Underwood.β She forced her chin up.
His mouth opened, closed, and he dropped his gaze back to the paper. A murmur broke out behind her.
She would not cry. She wouldnβt. She blinked like her life depended on a tear not falling. Later, in the privacy of her childhood bedroom, she would bury her face in the eyelet-covered pillow and let loose.
Beau Williams, her cheating ex-boyfriend, was only partially to blame for her embarrassing behavior. It was a confluence of setbacks that had had her holding down the end of the bar. Hearing Carrieβs revenge anthem had hit a nerve exposed by the shots of Jack. Rage had quickened the effects of the alcohol, and thatβs when things got fuzzy.
βYes, well. That is a rather β¦ Letβs move on, shall we? The witness also claims after a heartfelt, albeit slurred speech about the vagaries of relationships and how the moral fiber of the Junior League of Madison was frayed, you fed five dollars into the jukebox and played the same song for over an hour. βCrazyβ by Patsy Cline, was it?β
Ugh. She didnβt recall how much money sheβd fed the machine, but it sounded like something she would do. βCrazyβ was one of her favorite songs. A master class in conveying emotion through simple lyrics. She was just sorry sheβd wasted five dollars on Beau. He didnβt deserve her money, her heart, or Patsy.
βNo one can fault my taste in the classics.β Greer tried a smile, but her lips quivered and she pressed them together.
Her uncle continued to read from the witness statement, βYou proceeded to throw two glasses on the floor, shattering them, and attempted to break a chair across the jukebox.β
She swallowed hard. A vague picture of a frustratingly sturdy chair surfaced. The fact the chair remained intact while she was falling apart had sent her anger soaring higher and hotter. A glance from her uncle Bill over the paper had her giving him a nod. She couldnβt deny it.
He continued, βA patron called 911. When Deputy Peeler arrived, he pulled you away from the jukebox and forced you outside. Thatβs where, he claims, you kicked him β¦ well, you know where.β
βWayne dragged me down the stairsββ
βDeputy Peeler, if you please.β Wayne sniffed loudly.
βAs Deputy Peeler escorted me down the stairs, I lost my balance and fell. The heel of my shoe jabbed into his crotch. Sorry.β Greer didnβt make an attempt to mask her not-sorry voice with fake respect.
If she accused Wayne of misbehavior on the job, he would deny it and spin it somehow to make her look even more irresponsible. Lord knows, sheβd embarrassed her parents enough for a lifetime. Anyway, seeing him rolling on the ground and cupping his crotch had been sweet payback.
βI sustained an injury where that spike you call a heel caught me.β Wayne half turned toward her.
Instead of playing it smart and soothing his delicate male ego, she batted her eyes at him. βIβm sure thatβs left the ladies of Madison real upset.β
Wayne took a step toward her. βYou are such aββ
The gavel knocked against the bench and her uncle stood, looming over them. βIβve heard enough, Deputy. Sit down.β
Wayne turned on his heel and left Greer to face her uncle Bill. This was where she would promise such a thing would never happen again, and he would give her a stern warning before dismissing all charges.
βIβm striking the resisting arrest charge. It was an accident.β
Greer forced herself not to look over her shoulder and stick her tongue out at Wayne. That left only two misdemeanors, which her uncle could expunge with a swipe of his pen.
He settled behind the bench and picked up his pen, his gaze on the papers. βYou will pay for any damages.β
βIβve already reimbursed Becky.β Technically, sheβd had to use her parentsβ money, considering sheβd crawled home from Nashville broke. βAnd apologized profusely. You can be assured there will not be a repeat performance. Iβve learned my lesson.β
βGood. As for the other chargesβ¦β
Her deep breath cleansed a portion of the tension across her shoulders, and a smile born of relief appeared.
βYou will perform fifty hours of community service.β
Her smile froze on her face. It sounded like a lot, but sheβd been stupid and immature and deserved punishment. βI understand. Clean roads are important.β
βLitter pickup? Goodness no.β He took his glasses off and smiled at her for the first time, but it wasnβt the jolly-uncle smile she was familiar with. βYou have talents that would be wasted on the side of the road picking up trash, Ms. Hadley. You will spend your fifty hours working at the Music Tree Foundation.β
βIβm not familiar with it.β She swallowed. The mention of music set her stomach roiling. βHighway 45 was in terrible shape on my drive in last week.β
βThe foundation is a nonprofit music program that focuses on helping military veterans and their families cope with the trauma theyβve endured serving our country. Theyβre in need of volunteer songwriters and musicians.β
βI canβt write or play anymore.β Her dream of hearing one of her songs on the radio had died. Not in a blaze of glory but from a slow, torturous starvation of hope. At thirty, she was resigned to finding a real job and cobbling together a normal life in the place sheβd tried to leave behind.
βMy decision is final. As far as I can determine, your brainβdespite this lapse in judgmentβis in fine working order. You can and will help these men and women heal through your gift of music. Unless youβd rather spend thirty days in county lockup?β
Would her uncle actually throw her in jail? For a month? βNo, Your Honor, I donβt want to go to county lockup.β
βGood. Once you turn in your log with all your hours signed off by the foundationβs manager, your record with this court will be cleared.β He handed her file to a clerk. βCase closed. Next up is docket number fourteen.β
She stood there until he met her gaze with his unflinching one. βGo home, Greer.β
Her parents were waiting at the door to the courtroom. While theyβd faced the horror of having to bail their only child out of jail stoically, her motherβs embarrassment and disappointment were ripe and all-encompassing. Greer wilted and trailed her parents out of the courthouse.
She felt like a child. An incompetent, needy child living in her old bedroom and dependent on her parents for emotional and financial support. She thought sheβd hit rock bottom many times over the years, but her situation now had revealed new lows.
The silence in the car built into a painful crescendo.
βThe tiger lilies are lovely this year, donβt you think?β Her motherβs attempt at normalcy was strained but welcome.
Her fatherβs hands squeaked along the steering wheel as an answer.
Greer huddled in the backseat and stared out the window, the clumps of flowers on the side of the road an orange blur. As a teenager, sheβd chafed at her parentsβ protectiveness and had wanted nothing more than to escape to Nashville, where sheβd been convinced glory and fame awaited. Now she was home and a disappointment not only to her parents but to herself. Even worse, she hadnβt come up with a plan to turn her life around.
βIra Jenkins is back in the hospital. I thought Iβd run by and check on him. Since Sarah passed, he seems a shell of the man he once was.β Her mother turned to face the backseat. βWould you like to come with me? Iβm sure heβd be happy to see you.β
βHe wonβt remember me, Mama.β
βIβm sure he will.β
Greer scrunched farther down in the seat. The last thing she wanted was to make small talk with a man she hadnβt seen in years.
βYouβll have to get out eventually and face the music.β Her motherβs smile wavered and threatened to turn into tears. βSo to speak.β
Her mother was trying, which was more than could be said for Greer at the moment. Her parents deserved a better daughter. Someone successful they could brag on at the Wednesday-night potlucks at church. Not a daughter they had to bail out of jail.
βI will. I promise. Just not to see Mr. Jenkins.β Greer leaned forward and squeezed her motherβs hand over the seat, needing to give her something to hope for even if Greer wasnβt sure what that might be.
Her father cleared his throat. βYou need to think about the future.β
He ignored her motherβs whispered, βNot now, Frank.β
βA job. Or back to school. Weβll put you through nursing or accounting or something useful.β He shifted to meet her gaze in the rearview mirror. βBut you canβt keep on like youβre doing. You need a purpose.β
βIβll start looking for a job tomorrow.β School had never been her wheelhouse. Sheβd been sure sheβd make it in Nashville and had never formulated a backup plan.
They pulled up to her childhood home, a two-story brick Colonial on the main street of Madison, Tennessee. Oaks had been planted down a middle island like a line of soldiers at attention. They had grown to shade both sides of the street. It was picturesque and cast the imagination back to a time when ladies lounged on porches with their iced tea and gossiped with their neighbors to escape the heat of summer. Air-conditioning had altered that way of life.
At one time, as a kid, sheβd known every family up and down the street well enough to knock on their door for help or run through their backyard in epic games of tag. Now, though, the houses were being bought up by people who used Madison to escape the bustle of an expanding Nashville. They built pools in the backyards and fences and werenβt outside except to walk their trendy dogs.
The march of progress through Madison added to her melancholy sadness. There was a reason not being able to go home again was a recurring theme in books and songs.
βWe love you, Greer. You know that, donβt you?β Her motherβs voice was tight with emotion, but she didnβt turn around, thank goodness.
Her mother never cried and if Greer witnessed tears, she would burst into sobs herself and embarrass everyone.
βI know. Thanks for everything. Iβm going to do better. Be better.β It seemed a wholly inadequate promise she wasnβt even sure she could keep, but it was all she could manage. She ducked out of the car and skipped around to a side door of the house that was always unlocked.
Her room was both a haven and a mocking reminder of the state of her life. Posters of album covers papered the wall behind her bed, the colors faded from the sun and the edges curling with age.
In high school, sheβd gravitated toward indie folk artists and away from the commercially driven country-music machine located a few miles south. Joan Baez was flanked by Patty Griffin and Dolly Parton. Even though Dolly veered more country than Greer, no one could deny the legendβs songwriting chops. The guitar Greer had hocked for rent money had borne Dollyβs signature like a talisman. Sometimes Greer ached for her guitar like a missing limb.
The flashing glimpse of a woman in a pale pink suit stopped her in the middle of the floor. She turned to face the full-length mirror glued to the back of the closet door. God, it was like glimpsing her mom through a time warp.
Greer touched the delicate pearls that had been passed down to her on her eighteenth birthday. They were old-fashioned and traditional and stereotypical of a Southern βgood girl.β Not her style. Sheβd left them in her dresser drawer when sheβd left home the day after high school graduation.
A tug of recognition of the women who had come before her had her clutching the strand in her hand as if something lost were now found. Was it her circumstances or her age growing her nostalgia like a tree setting roots?
She turned around to break the connection with the stranger in the mirror, stripped off the pink suit, and pulled on jeans and a cotton oxford. Her mother would appreciate seeing her in something besides the frayed shorts and grungy concert T-shirts sheβd lounged around in the last week. She reached behind her neck for the clasp of the necklace, but her hands stilled, then dropped to her sides, leaving the pearls in place.
She stepped out of her room and was enveloped in silence. Her father had returned to his insurance office and her mother must have set off for her hospital visit. The house took on an expectant quality, as if waiting for its true owners to return. She was no longer a fundamental part of this world. Not unwelcome, perhaps, but a loose cog in her parentsβ lives.
She tiptoed downstairs to the kitchen and made herself a ham sandwich. May was too early for fresh tomatoes, but in another month or two her motherβs garden would make tomato sandwiches an everyday treat.
Craving an escape, Greer grabbed a book and settled in her favorite window seat. The rest of the afternoon passed in the same expectant silence. The chime of the doorbell made her start and drop her book. If she pretended no one was home, maybe whoever was on the front porch would go away. The last thing she wanted was to face one of Madisonβs gossips masquerading as a do-gooder.
The creak of the door opening had her bolting to her feet.
βGreer? I know youβre home. Are you decent?β Her uncle Billβs booming voice echoed in the two-story foyer.
She propped her shoulder in the doorway of the sunroom. βLetting yourself in peopleβs houses is a good way of getting shot around here.β
βWhile your mama would have liked to have shot me during the divorce with her sister, I hope weβve made our peace.β He closed the door behind him and Greer did what sheβd wanted to do in the courtroomβshe threw herself at him for a hug.
He lifted her off her feet and spun her once around. Her laugh hit her ears like a foreign language. It had been too long since sheβd laughed from a place of happiness.
βYou could have just come out to the house. You didnβt have to get arrested to see me.β Bill let her go, and she led him into the sunroom.
βDo you want something to drink?β Greer asked, already turning for the kitchen and the fresh brewed pitcher of sweet iced tea.
βNo, thanks. Mary has fried chicken ready to go in the pan, so I canβt stay long.β
Bill had divorced her aunt Tonya more than a decade earlier and married the choir director of the biggest black church in town. A scandal had ensued not because heβd married a black woman, but because he, a long-standing deacon in the Church of Christ, had converted to a heathen Methodist.
βHow is Mary?β
βAlways singing.β He shook his head, an indulgent smile on his face, as they settled into their seats.
His comment sprinkled salt on an open wound. Sheβd begged off going to church with her parents because of the questions she was sure to face and the hymns she couldnβt bring herself to sing. Some of her earlier happiness at seeing him leaked out. βGood for her.β
βI came to make sure you werenβt mad at me.β
βWhy would I be mad?β
βI got the impression you expected me to dismiss the charges.β His smile turned into a wince.
βI wouldnβt have been upset if you had, but I get it. I was an idiot and deserve punishment.β She picked at the fringe on a decades-old needlepoint pillow and cast him a pleading glance. βIβd rather pick up trash, though, if itβs all the same to you.β
βItβs not the same to me.β He crossed his long legs and tapped a finger on the cherry armrest of the antique chair that looked ready to surrender at any moment to his bulk. βDo you remember Amelia Shelton?β
βMaryβs daughter? She was a couple of years ahead of me in school. We didnβt hang out or anything, but she seemed nice.β Greer couldnβt remember the last time sheβd seen Amelia. Greerβs side of the family had skipped Bill and Maryβs small wedding ceremony; the acrimony between him and her aunt Tonya hadnβt faded at that point.
βAmelia is the founder and director of the Music Tree Foundation and is desperate for qualified volunteers. Youβve been playing and singing and writing music since you were knee high. It was meant to be.β
βItβs not meant to be. Iβve got to get a real job.β
Her uncle made a scoffing sound. βYouβre too much like my Mary. You could never leave music behind.β
βMusic dumped me on the side of the road, gave me the finger, and peeled out.β Greer shook her head and touched the string of pearls, her gaze on his polished black dress shoes. βIβm a mess, Uncle Bill. I have nothing to offer. In fact, Iβll probably make things worse for whatever poor soul I get paired with.β
She expected him to argue, but he seemed to be weighing the truth in her words like the scales of justice. His shrug wasnβt in the least reassuring. βAmelia has done something really special with her foundation. It might do you a world of good to focus on someone besides yourself.β
βDang, thatβs harsh.β
He patted her knee. βIβve seen all kinds come through my courtroom. The ones who turn it around are the ones who quit feeling sorry for themselves.β
βButββ
βBut nothing. Beau is an asshole. Not the first or the last youβre likely to encounter. Donβt you deserve better than him?β
βYes?β She wished sheβd been able to put more conviction into the word.
Beau was successful, nice-lookingβeven though a bald spot was conquering his hair day by dayβand respected in their town. Theyβd known each other since high school, but had only started dating in the last year.
He was solid and steady and comfortable. Three things lacking from her life. Catching him cheating with the president of the Junior League had been another seismic shift in her world, leaving her unsure and off balance.
βIf you canβt believe in yourself yet, then believe me. You are talented, Greer, and you have the ability to help people find their voice.β He slipped a card out of his wallet. When she didnβt reach for it, he waved it in her face until she took it.
A tree styled with musical symbols of all different colors decorated one side of the card. She ran her thumb over the raised black ink of Ameliaβs name and an address on the outskirts of Nashville. βI donβt have much choice, do I?β
βNot if you want to stay in myβand the courtβsβgood graces. Sheβs expecting you tomorrow at three.β
βNo rest for the wicked, huh?β Her smile was born of sarcasm.
Bill rose and ruffled her hair like he had when she was little. βNot wicked. Lost.β
Greer walked him out, brushed a kiss on his cheek, and murmured her thanks. She leaned on the porch rail and waved until he disappeared down the street.
I once was lost, and now Iβm found. Sheβd sung βAmazing Graceβ so many times that the lyrics had ceased to have an impact. But, standing on her childhood front porch, having come full circle, a shiver went down her spine, and goose bumps broke over her arms despite the heat that wavered over the pavement like a mirage. Her granny would have said that someone had walked over her grave. Maybe so. Or maybe change was a-coming whether she wanted to face up to it or not.
Copyright Β© 2020 by Laura Trentham
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Review:
While I absolutely AH-DORE Trentham’s small town romances, her women’s fiction books are some of the best reads out there. There’s so much believability in the characters, their situations, and the way they interact with one another. And whether it’s to make you laugh or to make you cry, she just knows how to get to the heart of things and drag the right emotions out of you without seeming to try.
I really enjoy Greer – she’s a little lost about what she’s going to do with the rest of her life. Her vision for her future is gone after it seems like her music abandons her and the last thing she wants to do is get involved in a music therapy group. Luckily, her first client is a young girl who just draws Greer to her … as does her second client, somewhat grumpy (but definitely sexy) Emmett.
Emmett is also at a loss for what to do with his own future up in the air. The loss of a leg means the loss of his career and with all he’s seen & done his feelings about himself as a good man is also in tatters. When a spitfire in a short skirt shows up at his door and doesn’t take much of his bull, Emmett slowly finds himself resurfacing from his pain and grief. And the more they go toe to toe, the more he finds himself feeling normal again … if only he can let go of the guilt.
The connections that Greer makes are so warming. I just felt myself pull for her as she slowly gets Ally to come out of her shell and start connecting to something other than anger & pain. And while it takes a different tone, her irreverent sense of humor and stubbornness also helps Emmett to start seeing more in the world than his front porch and the bottom of a bottle.
Exploring themes of healing, friendship, grief, and love,Β An Everyday HeroΒ is one of the best reads of 2020. Even if you aren’t a big romance reader, there is plenty here for you to enjoy.
(Part of a series, but stands on its own.)
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Laura Trentham is an award winning romance author. The Military Wife is her debut womenβs fiction novel. A chemical engineer by training and a lover of books by nature, she lives in South Carolina.
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