
A Little Christmas Spirit
by Sheila Roberts
ISBN: 9780778311287
Publication Date: September 28, 2021
Publisher: MIRA Books
Blurb:
The best Christmas giftsβfamily, friendship, and second chancesβare all waiting to be unwrapped in this sparkling new novel from USA Today bestselling author Sheila Roberts.
Single mom Lexie Bell hopes to make this first Christmas in their new home special for her six-year-old son, Brock. Festive lights and homemade fudge, check. Friendly neighbors? Uh, no. The reclusive widower next door is more grinchy than nice. But maybe he just needs a reminder of what matters most. At least sharing some holiday cheer with him will distract her from her own lack of romanceβ¦
Stanley Mann lost his Christmas spirit when he lost his wife and he sees no point in looking for it. Until she shows up in his dreams and informs him itβs time to ditch his Scroogey attitude. Stanley digs in his heels but sheβs determined to haunt him until he wakes up and rediscovers the joys of the season. He can start by being a little more neighborly to the single mom next door. In spite of his protests heβs soon making snowmen and decorating Christmas trees. How will it all end?
Merrily, of course. A certain Christmas ghost is going to make sure of that!
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Excerpt:
1
It was the sixth call in two days, all from the same person. Wouldnβt you think, if a man didnβt answer his phone the first five times, that the pest would get the message and quit bugging him?
But no, and now Stanley Mann was irritated enough to pick up and say a gruff βHello.β Translation: Why are you bugging me?
βItβs about time you answered,β said his sister-in-law, Amy. βI was beginning to wonder if you were okay.β
Of course, he wasnβt okay. He hadnβt been okay since Carol had died.
βIβm fine. Thanks for checking.β
The words didnβt come out with any sense of warmth or appreciation for her concern to encourage conversation, but Amy soldiered on. βStan, we all want you to come down for Thanksgiving. You havenβt seen the family in ages.β
Not since the memorial service, and he hadnβt really missed them. He liked his brother-in-law well enough, but his wifeβs younger sister was a ding-dong, her daughters were drama queens and their husbands were idiots. The younger generation were all into their selfies and their jobs and their crazy vacations where they swam with sharks. Who in their right mind swam with sharks? He had better things to do than subject himself to spending an entire day with them.
He did have enough manners left to thank Amy for the invite before turning her down.
βYou really should come,β she persisted.
No, he shouldnβt.
βDonβt you want to see the new great-niece?β
No, he didnβt. βIβve got plans.β
βWhat? To hole up in the house with a turkey frozen dinner?β
βNo.β Not turkey. He hated turkey. It made him sleepy.
βYou know Carol would want you to be with us.β
Heβd been with them pretty much every Thanksgiving of his married life. Heβd paid his dues.
βYou donβt have any family of your own.β
Thanks for rubbing it in. Heβd lost his brother ten years earlier to a heart attack, and both his parents were gone now as well. He and Carol had never had any kids of their own.
But he was fine. He was perfectly happy in his own company.
βIβm good, Amy. Donβt worry about me.β
βI canβt help it. You know, Carol was always afraid that if something happened to her youβd become a hermit.β
Hermits were scruffy old buzzards with bad teeth and long beards who hated people. Stanley didnβt hate people. He just didnβt need to be around them all the time. There was a difference. And he wasnβt scruffy. He brushed his teeth. And he shaved…every once in a while.
βAmy, Iβm fine. Donβt worry. Happy Thanksgiving, and tell Jimmy he can have my share of the turkey,β Stanley said, then ended the call before she could grill him further regarding those plans heβd said he had.
They were perfectly good plans. He was going to pick up a frozen pizza and watch something on TV. That sure beat driving all the way from Fairwood, Washington, to Gresham, Oregon, to be alternately bored and irritated by his in-laws. If Amy really wanted to do something good for him, she could leave him alone.
At first everyone had. He was a man in mourning. Then came COVID-19, and he was a senior self-quarantining. Now, however, it appeared he was supposed to be ready to party on. Well, he wasnβt.
Two days before Thanksgiving he made the one-mile journey to the grocery store, figuring heβd dodge the crowd. Heβd figured wrong, and the store was packed with people finishing up the shopping for their holiday meal. The turkey supply in the meat freezer was running dangerously low, and half a dozen women and a lone man crowded around it like miners at the riverβs edge, searching for gold, each trying to snag the best bird from the selection that remained. A woman rolled past him with a mini-mountain of food in her cart, a wailing toddler in the seat and two kids dragging along behind her, one of them pointing to the chips aisle and whining.
βI said no,β she snapped. βWe donβt need chips.β
Nope. That woman needed a stiff drink.
Stanley grabbed his pizza and some pumpkin ice cream and got in the checkout line.
Two men around his age stood in front of him, talking. βTheyβre out of black olives,β said the first one. βI got green instead.β
The second man shook his head. βYour wife ainβt gonna like that. Everyone knows you got to have black olives at Thanksgiving.β
βI canβt help it if thereβs none left on the shelves. Anyway, the only one who eats βem is her brother, and the loser can suck it up and do without.β
Yep, family togetherness. Stanley wasnβt going to miss that.
Heβd miss being with Carol, though. He missed her every day. Her absence was an ache that never left him, and resentment kept it ever fresh.
Theyβd reached what was often referred to as the Golden Circle, that time in life when you had enough money to travel and enjoy yourself, when your health was still good and you could carry your own luggage. Theyβd enjoyed traveling and had planned on doing so much more togetherβtaking a world cruise, renting a beach house in California for a summer, even going deep-sea fishing in Mexico. Their golden years were going to be great.
Those golden years turned to brass the day she died. She didnβt even die of cancer or a stroke or something he could have accepted. She was killed in a car accident. A drunk driver in a truck had done her in and walked away with nothing more than some bruises from his airbag. It wasnβt right, and it wasnβt fair. And Stanley didnβt really have anything to be thankful about. He didnβt like Thanksgiving.
There would be worse to follow. After Thanksgiving it would be Merry Christmas!, Happy Hanukkah!, Happy Kwanzaa!, you name it. All that happy would finally get tied up in a big Happy New Year! bow. As if buying a new calendar magically made everything better. Well, it didnβt.
Stanley spent his Thanksgiving Day in lonely splendor, watching football on TV and eating his pizza. Itβs not delivery. Itβs DiGiorno. Worked for him. He ate two-thirds of it before deciding he should pace himself. Got to save room for dessert. Pumpkin ice creamβjust as good as the traditional pie and whipped cream, and it didnβt come with any irritating in-laws. Ice cream was the food of the gods. After his pizza, he pulled out a large bowl, filled it and dug in.
When they got older, Carol had turned into the ice cream police, limiting his consumption. Sheβd pat his belly and say, βNow, Manly Stanley, too much of that and youβll end up looking like a big, fat snowman. Plus youβll clog your arteries, and thatβs not good. I donβt want to risk losing you.β
Ironic. Heβd wound up losing her instead.
Between all the ice cream and the beer heβd been consuming with no one to police him, he was starting to look a little like Frosty the Snowman. (Before he melted.) But who cared? He got himself a second bowl of ice cream.
He topped it off with a couple of beers and a movie along with some store-bought cookies. There you go. Happy Thanksgiving.
For a while, anyway. Until everything got together in his stomach and began to misbehave. He shouldnβt have eaten so much. Especially the pizza. He really couldnβt do spicy now that he was older. Telling everyone down there that all would soon be well, he took a couple of antacids.
No one down there was listening, and all that food had its own Turkey Day football game still going in his gut when he went to bed. He tossed and turned and groaned until, finally, he fell into an uneasy sleep.
βPepperoni and sausage?β scolded a voice in his ear. βYou know better than to eat that spicy food, Stanley.β
βI know, I know,β he muttered. βYouβre right, Carol.β
Carol! Stanley rolled over and saw his wife standing by the side of his bed. She was wearing the black nightie he always loved to see her in. And then out of. Her eyes were as blue as ever. How heβd missed that sweet face!
But what was she doing here?
He blinked. βIs it really you?β He thought heβd never see her again in this lifetime, but there she was. His heart turned over.
βYes, itβs really me,β she said.
She looked radiant and so kissable, but that quickly changed. Suddenly, her body language wasnβt very lovey-dovey. She frowned and put her hands on her hips, a sure sign she was about to let him have it.
βWhat were you thinking?β she demanded.
He didnβt have to ask what she was referring to. He knew.
βItβs Thanksgiving. I was celebrating,β he said.
She frowned. βAll by yourself.β
βI happen to like my own company. You know that.β
βThereβs liking your own company, and thereβs hiding.β
βI am not hiding,β he insisted.
βYes, you are. I gave you time to mourn, time to adjust, but enough is enough. Life is short, Stanley. Itβs like living off your savings. Each day you take another withdrawal, and pretty soon thereβs nothing left. You have to spend those days wisely. Youβre wasting yours, dribbling away the last of your savings.β
βThatβs fine with me,β he insisted. βI hate my life.β
He hated waking up to find her side of the bed empty and ached for her smile. Without her the house felt deserted. He felt deserted.
βYou still like ice cream, donβt you?β she argued.
Except for when he paired it with pizza.
βStanley, you need to get out there and…live.β
βWhat do you think Iβm doing?β he grumped.
βGoing through the motions, hanging in limbo.β
What else could she expect? βItβs not the same without you,β he protested.
βOf course itβs not. But youβre still here, and youβre here for a reason. Donβt make what happened to me a double waste. Somebody snatched my life from me, and I wasnβt done with it. I want you to go on living for the both of us.β
βHow can I do that? This isnβt a life, not without you sharing it.β
βItβs a different kind of life, thatβs all.β
It was a subpar, meager existence. βI miss you, Carol. I miss you sitting across from me at the breakfast table. I miss us doing things together and sitting together at night, watching TV. I miss…your touch.β He finished on a sob.
βI know.β She sat down on the bed next to him, and he couldnβt help noticing how the blankets didnβt shift under her. βBut you have to start filling those empty places, Stanley.β
βI donβt want to,β he cried. βI donβt want to.β
He was still muttering βI donβt want toβ when he woke up.
Alone. For a moment there, her presence had felt so real.
βShe wasnβt there at all, you dope,β he muttered.
Except why was there a faint scent of peppermint in the bedroom? It made him think of the chocolate Christmas cookies she used to make with the mint-candy frosting and sprinkles on them. After a few big sniffs, he couldnβt detect so much as a whiff of peppermint and shook his head in disgust. Indigestion and memory. That was all she was.
Excerpted from A Little Christmas Spirit
by Sheila Roberts. Copyright Β© 2021 by Roberts Ink LLC.
Published by arrangement with Harlequin Books S.A.
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Author Info:
Sheila Roberts lives on a lake in Washington State, where most of her novels are set. Her books have been published in several languages. On Strike for Christmas, was made into a movie for the Lifetime Movie Network and her novel, The Nine Lives of Christmas, was made into a movie for Hallmark.
Facebook: @funwithsheila
Twitter: @_Sheila_Roberts
Instagram: @sheilarobertswriter
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