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A beautifully emotional and unforgettably steamy new contemporary romance from New York Times and USA Today bestseller Roni Loren

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Yes & I Love You

by Roni Loren

Publication Date: 3/2/2021

Blurb:

Everyone knows Miz Poppy, the vibrant reviewer whose commentary brightens the New Orleans nightlife. But no one knows Hollyn Tate, the real face behind the media starโ€ฆor the anxiety that keeps her isolated. All her life, Hollynโ€™s tried to hide her true self behind an online faรงade, but when her boss tells her she needs to reveal the truth to the world or lose her job, sheโ€™s forced to rely on an unexpected source to help face her fears.

Enter Jasper Deares: actor, newly minted fake boyfriend, and way, way out of her league. Hollyn thinks Jasper must be joking when he offers private lessons to help overcome her fears. Getting up on a stage? Hello, worst nightmare. But Jasperโ€™s infectious charm has her saying yes despite herself. Theyโ€™re only supposed to be playing a few improv games, but as the lessons run longer and the lines grow blurrier, Hollyn canโ€™t help but wonder if sheโ€™s acting at allโ€ฆor if a relationship with Jasper might help give her the confidence she needs to say yes to every imperfect part of herself.

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Excerpt:

Jasper remained hunched in the passenger seat, half-turned to the side, asย Hollynย pulled onto the road and made her way to I-10. She was sweating now, too, and her fingers were tapping a four count on the steering wheel. She was probably supposed to talk to distract him. That was what people did in these situations, right? Sheโ€™d seen those kinds of scenes in movies.ย 

โ€œThis wonโ€™t take long,โ€ she said, not looking his way. โ€œFifteen minutes tops. Maybe you just have food poisoning or something.โ€ย 

โ€œRight.โ€ย 

โ€œOr maybe your organs are going to explode.โ€ย 

He made a choked sound, but then she realized he was laughingโ€”or at least attempting to in between whatever pain he was dealing with. โ€œGee, doc, you really know how to delicately lay out my condition.โ€ย 

โ€œMy sympathy meter for you is low right now.โ€ย 

He lifted his glasses and rubbed his eyes. โ€œI know. Iโ€™m really sorry. Like really, epically sorry.โ€ย 

โ€œWhatever.โ€ย 

A few seconds of silence passed and he looked over at her. โ€œCan you keep talking? Even if itโ€™s just to tell me what an ass I am. Anything to distract me from this stabbing pain.โ€ย 

Keep talking.ย The plea made her throat want to close up, Jasperโ€™s attention on her too intense. She could feel her tics ramping up. โ€œI donโ€™t know what else to say. Ask me something.โ€ย 

โ€œFavorite color.โ€ย 

She wet her lips. โ€œBlue.โ€ย 

โ€œWhatโ€™s your last name?โ€ย 

โ€œTate. Yours?โ€ย 

โ€œDeares.โ€ย 

She turned to look at him.ย โ€œDearest?ย Like your mom is Mommy Dearest?โ€ย 

He sniffed derisively. โ€œItโ€™sย Dearesย without the T. And thatโ€™s an old joke,ย Hollynย Tate.โ€ย 

โ€œNot to me.โ€ She felt the corners of her mouth hitch up a little. โ€œJasper Dearest. I soundย like your 1950s wife calling you to come to the dinner table and eat your pot roast.โ€ย 

Oh God, did I say that out loud?ย I just called myself his wife.ย 

He snorted. โ€œToo bad your name isnโ€™tย Hollynย Darling. We could get our own retro TV show.โ€ย 

The tight feeling in her chest eased a little. โ€œIโ€™d have to learn to make pot roast.โ€ย 

โ€œNot a food blogger then, huh?โ€ He leaned back against the headrest and closed his eyes. โ€œWhat do you do? My moneyโ€™s on CIA operative.โ€ย 

She focused on his profile for a moment, which was oddly compelling, the slight bump in his nose somehow making him that much more interesting to look atโ€”imperfectly handsome. She turned her attention back to the road. She didnโ€™t need to be thinking about his nose or how handsome he was.ย Asshole, remember?ย โ€œI do a lot of freelance writing, but not about food. Mostly about movies and entertainment.โ€ย 

โ€œI love movies. You like your job?โ€ย 

โ€œMostly, but itโ€™s a lot of scrambling. Iโ€™m hoping to find a full-time position one of these days. You know the magical kind that comesย with insurance and a steady paycheck?โ€ย 

โ€œJobs like that exist?โ€ He shifted in his seat and let out a soft grunt of pain.ย 

โ€œIโ€™ve heard rumors.โ€ย 

โ€œFascinating.โ€ He reached out and angled the air-conditioning vent toward him.ย 

She took a breath, trying to settle into the rhythm of the conversation. โ€œSoย you do coffee and improv.โ€ย 

โ€œYeah. And Iโ€™m going to teach some classes atย WorkAround.โ€ย 

โ€œOn how to trash your coworkers?โ€ย 

Jasperโ€™s head turned her way again. โ€œOuch.โ€ย 

She didnโ€™t look over at him. No way was she apologizing. She needed to remember she was mad, that heโ€™d been a jerk. Not get distracted by his hotness or his struggling-actor state.ย 

โ€œLook,ย Hollyn,โ€ he said, his voice quiet. โ€œIโ€™m truly sorry. What you saw tonightโ€ฆthat isnโ€™t the spirit of our show.โ€ He paused and took a ragged breath, like the speech was a lot of work. โ€œI made a mistake. The serial-killer thing naturally brought my mind to Andi, and I bet if you asked her, she wouldnโ€™t have taken what I said seriously. When I talked to her, she made fun of her own obsession. She embraces her weirdness.โ€ย 

โ€œRight,โ€ย Hollynย said, jaw tightening. โ€œSoย I should just be cool with being made fun of.ย Iโ€™m the one whoโ€™s too sensitive. Got it.โ€ย 

โ€œGod, no,โ€ he said with frustration. โ€œIโ€™m saying I was a dick to use you in the monologue, and Iโ€™m sorry. I didnโ€™t know about your tics. I just thought you were annoyed with me.โ€ย 

Her grip tightened on the steering wheel as she took the exit for Canal Street, and she inhaled a deep breath. โ€œIโ€™ve grown out of the worst of them but they flare up when Iโ€™mโ€ฆnervous.โ€ย 

She could feel him watching her, and her fingers tapped more quickly.ย 

โ€œSoย I made you nervous?โ€ he asked.ย 

โ€œYes.โ€ย 

He frowned in her periphery. โ€œWhy?โ€ย 

She rubbed her lips together, not liking this line of questioning at all.ย Because you were funny and boy beautiful and have the sexiest smirk.ย โ€œIโ€™m not great with new people.โ€ย 

He shifted in the seat again. โ€œGood thing Iโ€™m not new anymore. You can relax now.โ€ย 

She glanced over. The guy looked like hell. Flushed and sweating. But his eyes had a little spark of invitation in them.ย 

โ€œYouโ€™re still exceptionally new,โ€ she said. โ€œCellophane wrapped with the price tag still on.โ€ย 

โ€œNope. The sealโ€™s been broken. Weโ€™ve texted. You helped me limp off a city street. Hey, weโ€™ve even had our first fight and planned our TV show,ย Hollynย Darling. Iโ€™m no longer new to you.โ€ He winced and gripped his side. โ€œWeโ€™re old friends now.โ€ย 

She stared at him for a moment, part of her wishing it could be true. But who was she kidding? One, how could she trust that any interaction they had wasnโ€™t going to turn into material? And two, sheโ€™d been fooling herself when sheโ€™d thought theyโ€™d been flirting. Jasper was a comedian. Funny quips were his business. Charm was his currency. Sheโ€™d read the whole situation wrong. โ€œWeโ€™re not friends, Jasper.โ€

Excerpted from Yes & I Love You by Roni Loren.
ยฉ 2021 by Roni Loren.
Used with permission of the publisher, Sourcebooks Casablanca, an imprint of Sourcebooks, Inc. All rights reserved.

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Author Info:

Roni Loren is a two-time RITA Award winner and aย New York Timesย andย USA Today bestselling author.ย She spent years as a mental health counselor, but now she writes full time from her cozy office in Dallas, Texas, where she puts her characters on the therapy couch instead. Visit her online at roniloren.com.

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