Blurb:

Hudson

I thought I was living the dream—captain of my NHL team, married to a model, planning to finally become a dad—the last thing I was expecting was to be served divorce papers.

All the plans I’d been making, all the ideas of what our family would look like, gone, just like that.

Thank God for Adrian, he always knows what to do. My ex kicked me out and Adrian offered to let me stay in his spare room while I figure out what comes next. My future hasn’t felt this uncertain since I entered the draft, but with Adrian offering to help, I feel like I can breathe again, like the unknown might not be the worst thing after all.

Adrian

Living with the perfect man is a cruel and unusual sort of torture.

Hudson walks around half-naked all the time, showing off his perfect hockey body, it’s obscene. And then there’s the teasing. It isn’t new, but I’d assumed he would stop now that we’re roommates and there’s no one else around. He hasn’t.

He’s straight, and I don’t know how much more platonic flirting my little gay heart can take.

I know that our time together is limited. Hudson wants to be a dad more than anything, and he deserves the family he’s always wanted, the future he’d dreamed of. I know that future won’t include me, and I want Hudson to be happy. Even if that means giving up our time together, helping him move on.

He was never mine, so why does the thought of saying goodbye feel like it might break me?

I’m screwed.

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*****

Review:

I loved, and didn’t love, this book. I felt for Adrian with his crush on straight, married Hudson. How hard it has to be to be in such close proximity to his crush, knowing that if he misunderstands then everything could crash around him. Plus, thanks to his parents, he has A LOT of issues over being wanted for himself vs what he can do for others. That’s one of the places where I feel like we could have gotten something a little bit more. That man needed to talk to a professional about it. This isn’t something that “love can fix” and I really wish his friends would have helped. (Beck does redeem himself a little as he is very aware of the role that Adrian has in the company.)

Poor Hudson can be such a clueless idiot. He’s a good man, one that has a big heart, but he struggles as he finds himself alone and unsure of what’s next. He’s either oblivious to things or just isn’t paying attention, which is obvious with the dissolution of his marriage, and for being in his mid-30s he comes across as juvenile a few times. I adore the relationship he’s building with Adrian but I struggled with the way that he tries to get there. It’s realistic, because who wants to make themselves vulnerable like that, but if you can’t talk about it you aren’t ready to do it 🙂

This is a super slow burn, dealing with Hudson’s changing ideas of himself & his future and growing feelings for Adrian. I enjoyed it but it’s not going to be for everyone and you have to have a ton of patience with these two. But I found the payoff to be satisfying and I enjoyed the ride to their HEA.