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Always the Best Man

Destiny Ink Romance, Book 13

by Deanna Wadsworth

Blurb:

What happens in Vegas doesnโ€™t just stay in Vegas.

Since high school, Dillon Hintz has been in love with his straight best friend, Jackson McCaughey. He knows nothing will come of his crush, however, because Jackson is getting married… until his fiancรฉe leaves him at the altar. WTF?

To compensate for a lost honeymoon, Destiny Resorts offers Jackson a jilted groom vacation at their luxurious Las Vegas casino, courtesy of the sisters Fate. Jackson invites his twin cousins and Dillon to be his plus-threes, and the guys set out for a fun-filled weekend to help Jackson party away his heartbreak. But Dillon is surprised to find his best friend isnโ€™t very heartbroken.

In fact, Jackson is being unusually attentive with Dillon. Flirty even.

It has to be Dillonโ€™s imagination, right? Thereโ€™s no way his straight best friend is interested in nerdy Dillon.

But after one night of too much fun and alcohol, Dillon wakes up in Jacksonโ€™s bed… wearing a wedding band. WTF?

Just what did they do last night?

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Excerpt:

Sensations heโ€™d never experienced beforeโ€”being pleasured by someone who truly loved himโ€”washed over him, until a startling thought hit him.

You canโ€™t fuck this up.

If he ruined this, he would break Dillonโ€™s heart.

It would shatter his own, too.

When he saw the honesty, the vulnerability in Dillonโ€™s eyes, felt it in his soul as he rose up and down on his cock, sudden fear whipped through Jackson, dampening the pleasure.

This was why heโ€™d waited.

Right here, right now, was exactly why Jackson had denied the magnetic pull toward Dillon. Their souls had been trying to unite for years, waiting for Fate to give them the destiny neither couldโ€™ve foreseen. But if Jackson had acted sooner, he wouldโ€™ve destroyed Dillonโ€™s heart and a friendship that meant everythingโ€”to them both.

Recently, after being reminded of pleasure with men, heโ€™d only felt emptier, more wanting than ever before. Because Jackson didnโ€™t want gay porn, angry make-up sex, or hot three-ways.

He wanted Dillon.

Needing to reassure his husband, reassure himself, Jackson stroked Dillonโ€™s hair, his gaze locked, emotions flayed open.

I canโ€™t hurt you.

Jackson whimpered at the thought. Dropping his head back on the pillow, he squeezed his eyes closed, the intimacy suddenly too overwhelming.

Dillon pulled off, still gripping his shaft. โ€œYou okay? Change your mind?โ€

The fear in Dillonโ€™s voice kicked him in the figurative gut, and Jacksonโ€™s eyes popped open. He caressed Dillonโ€™s brow until the wrinkle disappeared. The fearful look Dillon wore broke his heart.

Youโ€™re putting that fear there.

Sober, this was scarier than expectedโ€”not the sex, he wanted thatโ€”rather, the magnitude of tonight.

โ€œNo,โ€ Jackson whispered. โ€œI didnโ€™t change my mind.โ€

โ€œThen what is it?โ€ Dillon let go and pushed onto one elbow, leaning against Jacksonโ€™s leg. Dillon traced the prominent veins on Jacksonโ€™s forearm, almost distracting him.

Heโ€™d never keep secrets from Dillon again. โ€œIโ€™m scared.โ€

Dillionโ€™s eyebrow arched in concern.

Fearing Dillon might change his mind or stop touching him, Jackson hurried to say, โ€œI want to be here, like this. But this is, I dunno, significant? Our first time. Weโ€™re really doing this. Itโ€™s for real. It hit me for a second how important this is.โ€ He stroked Dillonโ€™s cheek, heart swelling with love. โ€œI donโ€™t wanna hurt you, or lose you, or disappoint you. Iโ€™m afraid Iโ€™ll never be good enough for you.โ€

Rodgers Jackson McCaughey III had never said anything like that to anyone, even when concerned about losing past relationships.

But this was Dillon.

He didnโ€™t have to be the person his parents wanted. He didnโ€™t have to put on a front. There were no games, no expectations.

With Dillon he could just be Jackson.

โ€œYouโ€™re worried youโ€™re not good enough for me?โ€ Dillon scoffed. โ€œHow do you think Iโ€™ve felt forever? The nerdy friend with a crush? The hanger-onโ€”โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t,โ€ he begged, not wanting his fatherโ€™s degrading bullshit to tarnish tonight.

โ€œYou know what I mean, Jacks,โ€ he said softly. โ€œIโ€™m terrified youโ€™ll change your mind, too.โ€

Sitting up and forcing Dillon to his haunches, Jackson grabbed his arms fiercely. โ€œNever! I love you. I want to be your husband. Iโ€™m just…โ€

Dillonโ€™s lips quiveredโ€”wet and swollen from blowing me.

Jackson could hardly meet his eye but forced himself to. โ€œIโ€™m so damn afraid Iโ€™ll fuck it up.โ€

โ€œThen donโ€™t fuck it up, Jacks.โ€

Jackson laughed mirthlessly. He cupped Dillonโ€™s face and kissed him hard. โ€œIโ€™ll try.โ€

โ€œThere is no try. Do or do not.โ€

He laughed harder, for real this time. โ€œThat is honestly the first time someoneโ€™s quoted Yoda before they sucked my dick.โ€

Dillon smirked. โ€œOh, I have more up my sleeve.โ€

His heart skipped. โ€œAnd that would be?โ€

โ€œTalk no more. Show you I will.โ€

โ€œThat is the worst Yoda Iโ€™ve ever heard!โ€ With a hearty laugh, Jackson dropped back on the pillows, cradling his head in one hand. โ€œBut I love what a dork you are.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™ll love this even more.โ€

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Review:

**some mild spoilers**

I feel so bad for Dillon. To love your best friend, and pretty much have everyone know it, only to have him be with every one but you. I can totally understand why he struggles so much after waking up married to Jackson. There’s so much there and while there’s good, there’s a lot of hurt too.

Jackson, oh my goodness poor Jackson. That poor man has been through so much and he’s so lucky to have Dillon there for him. It’ll take patience and honesty but he knows a life with his best friend is worth just about anything.

Readers will get plenty of steam but even more emotion with Wadsworth’s newest. The characters have heart and I just felt for them every step of the way, anxiously waiting for them to figure things out and get the HEA they deserve. The author is new to me, as is the series, but I’m looking forward to more.

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Author Info:

Deanna Wadsworth might be a bestselling erotica author, but she leads a pretty vanilla life in Ohio with her wonderful husband and a couple adorable cocker spaniels. She has been spinning tales and penning stories since childhood, and her first erotic novella was published in 2010. She has served multiple board positions for different RWA chapters, including President of the Rainbow Romance Writers in 2017. When she isnโ€™t writing books or brainstorming with friends, you can find her making people gorgeous in a beauty salon. An avid reader, she also loves gardening, cooking, music, and dancing. Often she can be seen hanging out on the sandbar in the muddy Maumee River or chilling with her hubby and a cocktail in their basement bar. In between all that fun, Deanna cherishes the quiet times when she can let her wildly active imagination have the full run of her mind. Her fascination with people and the interworkings of their relationships have always inspired her to write romance with spice and love without boundaries.

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