For Bernadette Ross, there are two things she knows for sure, she loves being a kick-ass gamer girl and sheโs been in love with her teammate’s older brother for years. Wade Roberts was forced to put her in the friend zone, but when his feelings canโt be ignored any longer, the only option is to keep their relationship a secret. Fans of nerdy romance, Carrie Aarons, and Kaylee Ryan will adore WIN MY HEART by Lauren Helms, a secret relationship, gamer girl romance.
โLauren Helms delivers a sweet and steamy romance that packs an emotional punch.” – Mary @ USA Today HEA on ONE MORE ROUND, Gamer Boy 2

Win My Heart
by Lauren Helms
Blurb:
Bernie
When it comes to gaming,
Iโm a pro.
When it comes to my love life?
Thatโs a different story.
Iโve been crushing on my best friendโs older brother forever.
In return, heโs kept me in the friend zone for way too long.
Then things change between us.
And I get to see a whole new,
And incredibly sexy side to him.
But, he wants to keep things between us a secret.
Wade
I made a promise to my brother.
One I refused to break.
Until now.
Iโve ignored my feelings for the girl for way too long.
And the more time we spend together,
The harder I find myself falling.
Thereโs just one problem,
I canโt let anyone know that Iโve made her mine.
Can I win her heart before its game-over for us both?
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Excerpt:
I rush to the stairs at the end of the hall. It will be quicker than waiting for the elevator, and since Iโm only going up one floor, it makes sense. After taking the steps by twos, Iโm standing in front of the guysโ apartment in no time.
Brushing a stray hair off my face as I unlock the door, I realize I never changed out of my workout attire. My capri leggings, which I wear while lounging around at home more than working out, are black with a camo pink design up the sides. Then Iโm wearing a crop top tank in the same matching pink.
Iโm glad the guys arenโt here, because I donโt dress like this around them. Ever. Iโm normally in a pair of skinny jeans and a fitted tee or hoodie. On occasion, I know how to dress up. Iโm assuming if the guys saw my midriff, it would be akin to seeing their sister show too much skin.
I take a few steps into the apartment, and itโs dead quiet, as expected. I look around for the speaker and notice the place is cleaner than it was yesterday. Since Dex moved out last month, itโs become blatantly obvious who kept the place cleanโor at least held the guys accountable for cleaning up after themselves.
I chuckle to myself at how much fun Gia and Ruby will have when they have to house-train their men eventually.
I remember that we had the speaker back in Linkโs room, testing it with his stream set up. So I head down the hall.
I hear a noise and look over my shoulder just as I run into something hard and wet.
I squeak as I whip my face around, and I jump when strong hands grab both of my arms.
โShit,โ a deep voice mutters.
I stifle a scream right as I process whatโI mean whoโI ran into.
Wade Roberts.
The Wade Roberts.
Dexโs older brother.
My teammateโs big brother and the guy Iโve shamefully had a secret crush on for years.
Yeah, that Wade Roberts.
He grips my biceps tightly as if he fears Iโm going to fall over. And once my vision focuses on him and my eyes drift down his body, and I realize that heโs naked, I think I might just pass out.
Well, hello, abs.
โBernadette. You good?โ His voice is deep, and thereโs a trace of humor there.
The way he says my name makes my knees weak. Not many people call me by my full name, but Wade always has.
I nod, still taking him in. Okay, so heโs not naked completely. Heโs got a towel wrapped low around his waist, giving me a nearly full view of the perfect โvโ and the hint of whatever heโs hiding underneath. I force my gaze back up to his chest, then to his face. Shit, heโs got a nice face.
Christ on a cracker.
โIโm wet now,โ I mutter.
His eyes go wide.
I try again. โShit. No, I mean, why am I wet now that youโre here?โ
He barks out a laugh, and I nearly die.
โNo, frack. Wait, why are you wet? Because now I am. Is this sweat or water?โ I peel my eyes away from the half-naked man Iโve dreamed about for the past few years and take a step back. He doesnโt let his hand drop right away, but then his gaze blazes down my body.
I instinctively cover my stomach with my hand, then drop it because it was an awkward move on my part. I just end up bringing more attention to myself as he drinks me in. When I clear my throat, his eyes find mine.
He seems to shake himself out of something and puts yet another step between us.
โUh, yeah. Sorry. I just got out of the shower. I wasnโt expecting to run into anyone, so Iโm glad I even bothered with the towel.โ His throaty chuckle is uncomfortable as I think about what would have happened if he had forwent the towel.
I giggle nervously. โOh, yeah, same,โ I reply. โI mean, wasnโt expecting to run into anyone.โ
โRight.โ He smiles.Wow, this is uncomfortable. Anyone looking in would think we were two half-naked strangers running into each other. But we arenโt. Iโve known Wade for almost five years. While he doesnโt hang out a lot with the gang, heโs around. He supports our team and Iโve eaten many meals with him. Some days, I would even consider us friends. We get along well. Iโve just always had a crush on him, and heโs always looked at me the same way the guys doโas a sister. Which is fine. Totally fine. Itโs probably for the best.
Copyright 2022 @Lauren Helms
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Review:
Bernie is adorable, a little awkward but also spunky and fun. She’s had a crush on Wade for years but never thought he would feel the same. With him moving into the same apartment building, though, things change. And bring with it complications.
Wade felt something for Bernie since their first meeting but his brother asked him not to ruin their team dynamic by pursuing her. Years later, and living just down the hall, he finds himself reevaluating that promise. He just has to figure out how to tell his brother …
The lying and hiding of their relationship isn’t something I usually go for (and there were a few times I wanted to smack Wade), but I think that Helms actually handles things pretty well. Their relationship felt organic and I could definitely understand how they found themselves in such a situation so I didn’t mind it so much. Overall she does a good job of balancing heat with humor, adding in a ton of sweetness and drama, and just a little bit of suspense to keep things hopping. I’ll definitely be keeping my eye out for what else Helms brings readers.
(This is the first in this series that I’ve read but I had no issues keeping up.)
*****
Author Info:
Lauren Helms is a romance author her nerdy and flirty contemporary words. Lauren has forever been an avid reader from the beginning. After starting a book review website, that catapulted her fully into the book world, she knew that something was missing. While working for a video game strategy guide publisher, she decided to mix what she knew best–video games and romance. She decided to take the plunge and write her first novel, Level Me Up. Several published novels later, Lauren created PR company, Indie Pen PR, to help other authors promote their books.
Lauren lives in Indianapolis, Indiana sharing her love of books and video games with her own Gamer Boy husband and three young kid nerds who will hopefully grow up to share the love of things that united Lauren and her husband on their own happily ever after.
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