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For fans of Elin Hilderbrand and Mary Kay Andrews, comes New York Times bestselling author Brenda Novak’s newest standalone work of women’s fiction, a big, sweeping novel about family and the ties that bind and challenge us. In this novel, three generations of women from the same family share a house and work together at a bookstore in Colonial Beach over the course of a summer.

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The Bookstore on the Beach

by Brenda Novak

On Sale Date: April 6, 2021

9780778361053

Trade Paperback; $16.99 USD

448 pages

Blurb:

How do you start a new chapter when you havenโ€™t closed the book on the last one?

Eighteen months ago, Autumn Divacโ€™s husband went missing. Her desperate search has yielded no answersโ€”she still has no idea where he went or why. After being happily married for twenty years, she canโ€™t imagine moving forward without him, but for the sake of their two teenage children, she has to try.

Autumn takes her kids home for the summer to the charming beachside town where she was raised. She seeks comfort by working alongside her mother and aunt at their quaint bookshop, only to learn that her daughter is facing a life change neither of them saw coming and her mother has been hiding a terrible secret for years. And when she runs into Quinn Vanderbiltโ€”the boy who stole her heart in high schoolโ€”old feelings start to bubble up again. Is she free to love him, or should she hold out hope for her husbandโ€™s return? She can only trust her heartโ€ฆand hope it wonโ€™t lead her astray.

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Excerpt:

CHAPTER 1

Tuesday, June 8

Today her daughter was returning for the summer. Mary Langford gazed eagerly out at the street in front of her small bookstore, looking for a glimpse of Autumnโ€™s car and, when she saw nothing except a large family going into the ice cream parlor at the end of the block, checked her watch. Three-thirty. Autumn had called at lunchtime to say that she and the kids were making good time. They probably wouldnโ€™t be much longer.

โ€œYouโ€™ve been quiet today,โ€ Laurie commented from where she sat behind the counter, straightening the pens, tape, stapler and bookmarks.

Mary turned from the large front window sheโ€™d recently decorated with posters of the hottest new releases. โ€œI worry when sheโ€™s on the road for so long.โ€

โ€œSheโ€™ll make it, and itโ€™ll be great to see her and the kids. They havenโ€™t been back since Christmas, have they?โ€

โ€œNo.โ€ She picked up the feather duster and began cleaning shelvesโ€”a never-ending job at Beach Front Books, which she and Laurie owned as 50/50 partners. Autumn lived in Tampa, Florida, far enough away that it wasnโ€™t easy to get together when Taylor and Caden were in school. โ€œAnd I doubt theyโ€™ll come back for the holidays this year.โ€ Fortunately, they were more consistent about returning for the summerโ€”except for last summer, of course, which was understandable. Mary hoped sheโ€™d be able to count on that continuing, but with the kids getting older, nothing was certain. Taylor had only one more year of high school before heading off to college. Caden had two. Mary feared this might be the last time, for a while, theyโ€™d all be together in Sable Beach.

โ€œYou could go visit them,โ€ Laurie pointed out.

Autumn had invited her many times. Remembering the arguments her refusal had sparked over the years caused Maryโ€™s stomach to churn. She wanted to go to Tampa, wanted to make it so that her daughter wouldnโ€™t have to doย allย the traveling. Autumn had been going through so much lately. But the thought of venturing into unfamiliar territory filled Mary with dread. Other than to go to Richmond occasionally, which was the closest big city, she hadnโ€™t left the sleepy Virginia Beach town she called home in thirty-five years. โ€œYes, but you know me. This is the only place I feel safe.โ€

Laurie rocked back on the tall stool. โ€œWell, if the fear hasnโ€™t gone away by now, I guess itโ€™s not going to.โ€

โ€œNo. I donโ€™t talk about it anymore, but the past is as real to me now as itโ€™s ever been.โ€

Although the store had been busy earlier, what with the influx of tourists for the season, foot traffic had slowed. When that happened, they often talked more than they worked. Beach Front Books wasnโ€™t Laurieโ€™s sole source of income. Her husband, Christopher Conklin, was a talented artist. He painted all kinds of seascapes, and while he wasnโ€™t in any prestigious galleries, he sold his paintings in a section they reserved for him in the store as well as online.

But Mary, whoโ€™d never been married, had no other support. Beach Front Books didnโ€™t make a large profit, but no one loved the escape that books provided more than she did, and the store garnered enough business that she could eke out a living. That was all that mattered to her.

โ€œAutumn gets so mad that I wonโ€™t go out and see the world. Visit. Travel. That sort of thing,โ€ she murmured, wishing she didnโ€™t have the scars and limitations that had, at times, put such a strain on their relationship. โ€œShe keeps saying Iโ€™m too young to live like an old lady.โ€

โ€œShe has a point.โ€

Mary sighed. โ€œIโ€™m not young anymore.โ€

โ€œWhat are you talking about? Youโ€™re nine years younger than me. Fifty-four is not old.โ€

That was true, but sheโ€™d had to grow up far sooner than most people. โ€œI feel ancient.โ€

โ€œNext year, you should go to Tampa, if they ask you.โ€

She shook her head. โ€œI canโ€™t.โ€

โ€œMaybe youโ€™ll prove that you can.โ€

Mary couldnโ€™t help bristling. She didnโ€™t like it when Laurie pushed her. โ€œNo.โ€

โ€œAutumn doesnโ€™t understand, Mary. Thatโ€™s what causes almost every fight you have with her.โ€

โ€œI know. And I feel bad about that. But thereโ€™s nothing I can do.โ€

Laurie lowered her voice. โ€œYou could tell her the truthโ€ฆโ€

โ€œAbsolutely not,โ€ Mary snapped. โ€œWhy would I ever do that?โ€

โ€œThere are reasons. And you know it. Weโ€™ve talked about this before,โ€ Laurie said, remaining calm, as always. That was one of the many things Mary liked about herโ€”she was steady and patient, and that steadiness somehow helped Mary cope when old feelings and memories began to resurface.

In this instance, Laurie might also be right. Mary could feel the past rising up from its deep slumber. Maybe itย wasย time to tell Autumn.

But there were just as many reasonsย notย toโ€”compelling reasons. And the thought of revealing the past, seeing it all through her daughterโ€™s eyes, made Mary feel ill. โ€œI canโ€™t broach that subject right now, not with what sheโ€™s been dealing with the past year and a half. Besides, itโ€™s been so long itโ€™s almost as if it happened to someone else,โ€ she said, mentally shoving those dark years into the deepest recesses of her mind. โ€œI want to stay as far away from that subject as possible.โ€

Laurie didnโ€™t call her out on the contradiction her statement created. And Mary was glad. She couldnโ€™t have explained how it could be real and frightening and always present and yet she could feel oddly removed from it at the same time.

โ€œExcept that itย didnโ€™tย happen to someone else,โ€ Laurie responded sadly. โ€œIt happened to you.โ€

~

The scent of the ocean, more than anything else, told Autumn she was home. She lowered her window as soon as she rolled into town and breathed deeply, letting the salt air fill her lungs.

โ€œWhat are you doing?โ€ Taylor held her long brown hair in one hand to keep it from whipping across her face as she looked over from the passenger seat.

Autumn smiled, which was something she knew her children hadnโ€™t seen her do enough of lately. โ€œJust getting a little air.โ€

โ€œYou hate it when I roll downย myย window,โ€ Caden grumbled from the backseat.

โ€œIโ€™m hoping I wonโ€™t be so irritable anymore.โ€ For the past eighteen months, Autumn had been mired in the nightmare that had overtaken her life. She almost hadnโ€™t come to Sable Beach because of it. But when her children had each pleaded with her, separately, to ask if they could spend the summer with โ€œMimiโ€ like they used to, she knew they needed some normalcy in their livesโ€”needed to retain at least one of their parents. Her grief and preoccupation with her husbandโ€™s disappearance had probably made them feel as though sheโ€™d gone missing, tooโ€”at least the mother theyโ€™d known before. She hoped by returning to the place that held so many wonderful memories for them all, theyโ€™d be able to heal and reconnect.

It wasnโ€™t as if she could do anything more for Nick, anyway. That was the ugly reality. Sheโ€™d exhausted every viable lead and still had no idea where he was. If he was dead, she had to figure out a way to go on without him for the sake of their children.

The second she spotted the bookstore, the nostalgia that welled upโ€”along with memories of a simpler, easier timeโ€”nearly brought her to tears. When she was a little girl, sheโ€™d spent so many hours following her mother through the narrow aisles of that quaint shop, which looked like something from the crooked, narrow streets of Victorian London, dusting bookshelves or reading in the nook her mother had created for her.

Sheโ€™d spent just as much time at Beach Front Books when she was a teenager, only then she was stocking shelves, ordering inventory, working the registerโ€”and, again, reading, but this time sitting on the stool behind the counter while waiting for her next customer.

God, it was good to be back. As hard as she could be on her mother for her unreasonable fears and idiosyncrasies, she couldnโ€™t wait to see her. Until this moment, she hadnโ€™t realized just how much she missed her mother. So what if Mary was almost agoraphobic with her unwillingness to leave her little bungalow a block away from the sea? She was always there, waiting to welcome Autumn home. Maybe Autumn had never had a father, or the little brother or sister sheโ€™d secretly longed for, but she was lucky enough to have the enduring love of a good mother.

โ€œThere it is.โ€ She pointed to the bookstore as she slowed to look for a place to park.

โ€œWeโ€™re not going to the beach house?โ€ Caden asked, looking up from whatever heโ€™d been doing on his phone.

โ€œNot right now. First, weโ€™re stopping to see Mimi and Aunt Laurie. Then weโ€™ll take our stuff over to the house.โ€

A glance in the rearview mirror showed her his scowl. โ€œI hope it wonโ€™t be too late to go to the beach,โ€ he said.

โ€œIโ€™m sure we can manage to get there before dark,โ€ she responded as she wedged her white Volvo SUV between a red convertible and a gray sedan and grabbed her purse.

Taylor spoke, causing her to pause with her hand on the door latch. โ€œYou already seem different.โ€

โ€œIn what way?โ€ Autumn asked.

โ€œLess uptight. Not so sad.โ€

โ€œComing here makes me happy,โ€ she admitted.

โ€œThen why were we going to skip it again?โ€ Caden asked.

Autumn twisted around to look at him. โ€œYou know why.โ€

A pained expression claimed her daughterโ€™s face. โ€œDoes this mean youโ€™re letting go?โ€

โ€œOf Dad? Of course sheโ€™s letting go,โ€ Caden answered, the hard edge to his voice suggesting he considered the question to be a stupid one. โ€œDadโ€™s dead.โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t say that!โ€ Taylor snapped. โ€œWe donโ€™t know itโ€™s true. He could be coming back.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s been eighteen months, Tay,โ€ Caden responded. โ€œHe wouldโ€™ve come back by now if he could.โ€

โ€œStop it, both of you.โ€ Autumn didnโ€™t want them getting into an argument right before they saw her mother. They were at each otherโ€™s throats so often lately; it drove her crazy to constantly have to play referee. But she could hardly blame them. Theyโ€™d lost their father, and they didnโ€™t know how or why. And she had no explanation. โ€œLifeโ€™s been hard enough lately,โ€ she added. โ€œLetโ€™s not make it any harder.โ€

โ€œThenย youย tell her,โ€ Caden said. โ€œDadโ€™s dead, and we have to move on. Right? Isnโ€™t that the truth? Go ahead and say itโ€”youย areย letting go.โ€

Was she? Is that what this trip signified? If not, how much longer should she hold on? And would holding on be best for them? She couldnโ€™t imagine her kids would want to spend another eighteen months swallowed up by grief and consumed with seeking answers they may never find. Taylor was seventeen, going to be a senior and starting to investigate colleges. Caden was only a year behind her. Surely, they would prefer to look forward and not back.

Regardless, Autumn wasnโ€™t sure sheย couldย continue to search, not like she had. She was exhaustedโ€”mentally and physically. Sheโ€™d put everything she had into the past year and a half, and it hadnโ€™t made a damn bit of difference. That was the most disheartening part of it.

โ€œIโ€™m continuing to hold out hope,โ€ she said, even though everyone sheโ€™d talked to, including the FBI, insisted her husband must be dead. It was difficult to see the idyllic, two-parent upbringing she was trying to give her kidsโ€”something sheโ€™d never had herselfโ€”fall apart that quickly and easily, and the heartbreak, loneliness and frustration of looking for Nick, with no results, created such a downward spiral for her. She knew it had been just as painful for her children. That was why maybe sheย shouldย let goโ€”to provide the best quality of life for them as possible.

โ€œWhat does thatย mean? Are you going to keep looking for him?โ€ Caden pressed. โ€œIs that how youโ€™re going to spend the summer?โ€

He could tell something had changed, that coming here signified a difference, and he wanted to reach the bottom line. But Autumn wasnโ€™t ready to admit that sheโ€™d failed. Not with as many times as sheโ€™d tried to comfort them by promising sheโ€™d have answers eventually.

She opened her mouth to try to explain what she was thinking in the gentlest possible way when she spotted her mother. Mary had come out of the store and was waving at them.

โ€œThereโ€™s your grandmother,โ€ she said.

Thankfully, her children let the conversation lapse and got out of the car.

โ€œHi, Mimi.โ€ With his long strides, Caden reached Mary first. Although he wasnโ€™t yet fully grown, he was already six-one. And Taylor was five foot ten. They were both tall, like their father.

Mary gave each of the kids a big hug and exclaimed about how grown-up they both were and how excited she was to see them before turning to Autumn.

โ€œYouโ€™ve lost weight,โ€ she murmured gently, a hint of worry belying her smile before they embraced.

โ€œIโ€™m okay, Mom.โ€ Autumn could smell a hint of the bookstore on Maryโ€™s clothes and realized that was another scent sheโ€™d never forget. It represented her childhood and all the great stories sheโ€™d read growing up. Sheโ€™d once hoped to read every book in the store. She hadnโ€™t quite made it, thanks to new releases and fluctuating inventory, but sheโ€™d read more books than most people. She still considered books to be a big part of her life. โ€œItโ€™s good to be home.โ€

โ€œLaurieโ€™s dying to see you. Letโ€™s go in and say hello,โ€ Mary said and held the door.

As soon as the bell sounded, Laurie hurried out from behind the register. โ€œThere you are! Itโ€™s a good thing you came when you did. I was afraid it would drive your mother crazy waiting for you. Sheโ€™s been so anxious for you to arrive. We both have.โ€

Taylor allowed her aunt to give her an exuberant squeeze. โ€œIโ€™m glad we got to come this year. Whereโ€™s Uncle Chris?โ€

โ€œProbably on the beach somewhere, painting. You know how he is once the weather warms upโ€”just like a child, eager to get outdoors.โ€

They took a few minutes to visit the small section of the store dedicated to Christopherโ€™s work so they could admire his latest paintings. Autumn was especially enamored with one heโ€™d done of the bookstore that portrayed a child out front, hanging on to her mother with one hand and carrying a stack of books with the other. That child couldโ€™ve been her once upon a time. She almost wondered if his memory of her had inspired it, which was why she decided, if that painting didnโ€™t sell before she left, sheโ€™d buy it herself and take it back to Tampa.

Fortunately, she had the money. As a corporate attorney, Nick had always done well financially. After the first few years of their marriage, which he spent finishing school, theyโ€™d rarely had to scrimp. But it was what heโ€™d inherited when his father passed away thatโ€™d really set them up. After Sergeyโ€™s death, Autumn had quit working as a loan officer for a local bank and, for the past ten years, had focused on her family, her home, gardening and cooking. Her financial situation was also one of the reasons she rejected the idea that Nick mightโ€™ve left her for another woman, a possibility that had been suggested to her many, many times. Why would he leave his children, too, and walk away without a cent? Sure, theyโ€™d had their struggles, especially in recent years, when his work seemed to take more and more of his time and attention, but neither of them had ever mentioned separating.

โ€œThis is amazing,โ€ she exclaimed as she continued to study the little girl in the painting. โ€œI love Chrisโ€™s work.โ€

โ€œThe last original he donated to charity went for six thousand dollars,โ€ Laurie announced proudly.

โ€œWho bought it?โ€ Autumn asked. If whoever it was lived in Sable Beach, chances were good sheโ€™d know him or her.

โ€œMike Vanderbilt, over at The Daily Catch. He was drunk when he got into a bidding war for it, and now itโ€™s hanging in his restaurant. I think heโ€™s glad to have it, but I imagine he also sees it as a reminder not to raise his paddle when heโ€™s been drinking.โ€

They all laughed to think of the barrel-chested and good-natured Mike letting alcohol bring out his competitive nature.

โ€œHis wife must be doing well, then,โ€ Autumn said. โ€œSheโ€™s still in remission?โ€

Laurie shot Mary a surprised glance, and it was Mary who answered. โ€œIโ€™m afraid not. She was when he bought that painting, but they received word just a couple of months ago that Bethโ€™s breast cancer has come back.โ€

โ€œOh no,โ€ Autumn cried. Everyone knew the owners of The Daily Catch. They did a lot for the community. And it was her favorite restaurant. When she was home, she ate there all the time. โ€œWhatโ€™s her prognosis?โ€

โ€œNot good. Thatโ€™s why Quinn has moved home from that little town in upstate New York. He helps his father with the restaurant these days. Iโ€™m sure heโ€™s also here to spend time with his mother beforeโ€ฆwell, before he has to say goodbye to her for good.โ€

โ€œQuinnโ€™s home?โ€ Autumn said. She wasnโ€™t expecting that; the mention of his name knocked her a little off-kilter. When he was a senior and she was a junior, sheโ€™d given him her virginity in the elaborate tree house that was in his backyard, even though he hadnโ€™t been nearly as interested in being with her as she was him. And then heโ€™d broken her heart by getting back together with his girlfriend, the same woman he married five years later. โ€œSo his wife and kids are here now, too?โ€

โ€œNo, he doesnโ€™t have any kids,โ€ Laurie said, chiming in again. โ€œAnd he and Sarahโ€”what was her maiden name?โ€

โ€œVizii,โ€ Autumn supplied.

โ€œYes. Vizii. They divorced almost two years ago. You didnโ€™t know?โ€

โ€œHow would I?โ€ Sheโ€™d seen nothing about it on social media, but then, Quinn had never been on social media, and sheโ€™d never been able to find Sarah, eitherโ€”not that sheโ€™d checked recently because she hadnโ€™t. โ€œI havenโ€™t seen him since he was working as a lifeguard at the beach after his first year of college and he had to swim out and save me from drowning.โ€ She didnโ€™t add that sheโ€™d faked the whole episode just to get his attention. She was mortified about that now and cringed at how obvious it mustโ€™ve been to him.

โ€œIโ€™m surprised the gossip didnโ€™t reach you all the way down in Tampa,โ€ Laurie said. โ€œFor a while, it was about the only thing anyone around here could talk about.โ€

But who would tell her? Her mother wasnโ€™t much for gossip, which was ironic, considering sheโ€™d lived in Sable Beach for so long. The town where Autumn had been raised took talking about their friends and neighbors to a whole new level.

โ€œWhy would his divorce be such big news?โ€ she asked. Besides being one of the most popular boys in school, Quinn had been handsome, athletic and at the top of his classโ€”undoubtedly one of Sable Beachโ€™s finest. But still. Divorce was so commonplace it was hardly remarkable anymore. And Quinn was thirty-nine. Heโ€™d been gone from this placeโ€”except for when he visited his folksโ€”for twenty-one years. How could what was going on in his life be such a hot topic?

Laurie tilted her head toward Taylor and Caden in such a way that Autumn understood she was hesitant to speak in front of them. โ€œThere were someโ€ฆextenuating circumstances. Have your mother tell you about it later.โ€

โ€œIย want to hear,โ€ Caden protested.

โ€œWhy? We donโ€™t even know him.โ€ Taylor jumped in before Autumn could respond, then Caden snapped at her to shut up and they started arguing again.

โ€œDonโ€™t make Mimi regret inviting us.โ€ Autumn rolled her eyes to show how weary she was of this behavior.

โ€œShould we go over and get you settled in?โ€ Mary asked. โ€œLaurie offered to close the store tonight, so Iโ€™m free to start dinner while you unpack.โ€

โ€œSure,โ€ Autumn said. Once Caden and Taylor got to the beach, maybe theyโ€™d mellow out and fall into the same companionable rhythm they usually achieved when they came to Sable Beach.

Her motherโ€™s house seemed the same, except that its shingle siding was now white instead of green. It had needed a fresh coat of paint, and the white looked clean and crisp. But as much as she loved the update, Autumn was relieved to find that nothing else had changed. Visiting Mary was like going back in time. Not many people could do that twenty years after theyโ€™d left home.

Because it was such a small cottage, Caden had to sleep on the couch, Taylor took Autumnโ€™s old room next to Maryโ€™s, and the three of them shared the only bathroom, which was off the hallway. Autumn slept above the detached garage, where she had her own bed and bath, thanks to Nick. Because heโ€™d typically had to work when she brought the kids, heโ€™d never spent more than a few days at a time in Sable Beach. That had caused more than a few arguments over the years, so sheโ€™d readily agreed when heโ€™d insisted they have their own space for when he did come. Sheโ€™d thought it might mean heโ€™d accompany them more often, or stay a little longer when he did. It made no difference in the end, but he was the one whoโ€™d hired an architect to create the plans to finish off the top of the garage, even though it had been Autumn whoโ€™d picked out the finishes and colors.

A wave of melancholy washed over her as she left the kids with her mother to get settled in at the main house, let herself into the garage and climbed the narrow stairs at the back to the apartment, where sheโ€™d be living for the next few months, by herself. As often as sheโ€™d been here over the years, it felt strange to know that Nick would not be visiting. At times, she was still so lost without him.

โ€œWhere are you?โ€ she whispered as she walked around, touching the things heโ€™d touched. Sheโ€™d come for Christmas without him, but she and Taylor had shared her old room in the house. They could do that for a week or so but not for three monthsโ€”not without wanting to turn around and head straight home.

She stopped in front of the dresser, where her mother had put a picture of her family. Sheโ€™d known her husband was getting involved in something secretive, that a friend who was with the FBI had recruited him for his knowledge of Ukraine. Because his parents had emigrated from there, heโ€™d known the language, was familiar with the customs and still had a few relatives in the country. That made him useful in what had become a very troubled region.

Although he couldnโ€™t tell her exactly what he was doing for the government, she guessed he was working in counterterrorism, probably trying to infiltrate various radical groups. Sheโ€™d read that the FBI sometimes used civilians who were particularly adept with computers, or had some specific knowledge or ability, to assist them.

Maybe heโ€™d become a full-fledged spy, and whoever was on the other side had discovered his activities. The FBI claimed they hadnโ€™t sent him to Ukraine to begin with, but sheโ€™d discovered that heโ€™d flown into Kyiv before disappearing and had no idea why heโ€™d go there if not at their request. If he wanted to reacquaint himself with his uncle and cousins, he wouldโ€™ve told her. Besides, the family he had there claimed they hadnโ€™t heard from him. Sheโ€™d traveled halfway across the world to speak to them face-to-faceโ€”not that the long, tiring trip had accomplished anything.

She lifted her suitcase onto the bed and was unpacking her clothes when her mother came up. โ€œThe kids would like to go to the beach before we have dinner, but I told them Iโ€™d rather they not go alone.โ€

โ€œMom, theyโ€™re sixteen and seventeen,โ€ she said. โ€œKids that age go to the beach by themselves all the time.โ€

โ€œStill. I donโ€™t mind walking down with them.โ€

That was her motherโ€™s polite way of saying she was afraid they wouldnโ€™t be safe and felt the need to watch over them. Mary had always been overprotective. But Autumn managed not to say anything. What would it hurt for their Mimi to walk down to the water with them? There was no need to transfer the suffocation sheโ€™d felt to her children, especially because theyโ€™d had to put up with so much less of it. โ€œOkay.โ€

โ€œWould you like us to wait for you?โ€

โ€œNo, Iโ€™ll find you in a few minutes.โ€

With a nod, her mother turned to leave but paused before descending the stairs. โ€œIt canโ€™t be easy for you to stay out here, knowing that Nick wonโ€™t be coming. Would you rather we make other arrangements, like we did at Christmas? Have you stay in the house with us?โ€

Unless Nick suddenly showed up, sheโ€™d have to brave it at some point, wouldnโ€™t she? It might as well be now. โ€œNo. Thereโ€™s not enough room. Taylor and I both need our space.โ€

โ€œIf youโ€™re sure.โ€

โ€œMom?โ€

She looked up. โ€œYes?โ€

โ€œBefore you go, tell me what Laurie was referring to at the bookshop.โ€

โ€œAboutโ€ฆโ€

โ€œQuinn and Sarah,โ€ she said.

โ€œOh. No one really knows exactly what happened,โ€ her mother said.

โ€œThere mustโ€™ve been a story circulating.โ€ And she was eager to focus on something besides her own troubles for a change. She could see Nickโ€™s rain boots in the corner of the room and knew there would probably come a timeโ€”in the not-too-distant futureโ€”when she would have to make the difficult decision about what to do with them.

She couldnโ€™t even imagine that. But she had a whole houseful of his belongings in Tampa, and if he didnโ€™t come back, sheโ€™d have to decide what to do with all of it. Should she box it up and put it in storage? Stubbornly continue to wait? And if so, for how long?

Her mother seemed as reluctant as ever to repeat gossip, but she mustโ€™ve understood that whatโ€™d happened to Quinn might create a good distraction, because she finally relented. โ€œSarah claims he was having an affair, which caused her to fly into a jealous rage and stab him.โ€

This was not what Autumn had expected. โ€œDid you sayย stabย him?โ€

Her mother frowned. โ€œIโ€™m afraid so.โ€

โ€œButโ€ฆhe must be okay. Laurie said he was here, helping his father run the restaurant.โ€

โ€œShe didnโ€™t hit anything vital, thank goodness. But I heard he spent a few days in the hospital, so his wounds werenโ€™t superficial, either.โ€

Autumn whistled as she imagined how bad their marriage mustโ€™ve been for something like that to happen. โ€œI thought theyโ€™d be happy together. They dated for so long before they got married. Itโ€™s not as if they didnโ€™t know each other well.โ€ She sank onto the bed next to her suitcase. โ€œDid he admit to cheating?โ€

โ€œNot that I know of.โ€

โ€œBut you think he didโ€”cheat, I mean.โ€

โ€œI wouldnโ€™t be surprised.ย Somethingย had to have made her react so violently.โ€

Mary never gave the benefit of the doubt to a man. Autumn had noticed this before and assumed her father was to blame. Although Mary refused to talk about the pastโ€”went rigid as soon as Autumn mentioned her fatherโ€”there were times, more of them as she got older, when she found herself wondering who he was and what he was like. Before Nick went missing, sheโ€™d told her mother that she was tempted to try to look him up, and Mary had been so appalledโ€”that Autumn would have any interest in him when he was such a โ€œbad personโ€โ€”that sheโ€™d dropped the idea.

It was something she thought she might like to revisit, though. Times had changed. Nowadays, a simple DNA test could possibly tell her a great deal. And there were moments when she felt she should be allowed to fill in those blanks.

But she hated to proceed without her motherโ€™s blessing. She owed Mary a degree of loyalty for being the parent whoโ€™d stuck with her.

Finished unpacking, she put her empty suitcase in the closet while trying to ignore Nickโ€™s snorkel gear, which was also in there, changed into her bathing suit and cover-up, slipped on her flip-flops and grabbed her beach bag. She was on her way down the stairs when she heard her phone buzz with an incoming call.

Assuming it would be her mother or one of her children, wondering what was taking her so long, she dug it out of her bag so that she could answer. But according to Caller ID, the person attempting to reach her wasnโ€™t a member of the family. It was Lyaksandro Olynyk, the Ukrainian private investigator sheโ€™d hired to look for Nick.

It was seven hours later in that part of the world. Why would he be calling her in the middle of the night?

Excerpted from The Bookstore on the Beach by Brenda Novak, Copyright ยฉ 2021 by Brenda Novak, Inc. Published by MIRA Books.

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Brenda Novak, a New York Times and USA Today bestselling author, has penned over sixty novels. She is a five-time nominee for the RITA Award and has won the National Reader’s Choice, the Bookseller’s Best, the Bookbuyer’s Best, and many other awards. She also runs Brenda Novak for the Cure, a charity to raise money for diabetes research (her youngest son has this disease). To date, sheโ€™s raised $2.5 million. For more about Brenda, please visit http://www.brendanovak.com.

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